Tu sais ce que j'aime bien de toi?

Que tu ne me dis pas que tu m'aimes.

Que tu ne me promets rien ni me fais rien attendre.

Qu'on se contente de vivre:
et on est heureux,
et ça suffit.

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¿Sabes qué es lo que me gusta de tí?

Que no me dices que me quieres.

Que no me prometes nada, ni me haces esperar nada.

Que nos contentemos de vivir:
y somos felices.
y eso basta.

Pas prête à décider.

Je pensais qu'à mon âge j'avais déjà tout décidé.
Encore un décision de plus, et je ne me sens plus prête...
La vie est faire des choix, et on ne finit jamais.
C'est juste fatigant.

Sans adolescence??

FIFTEEN

You take a deep breath and you walk through the doors
It's the morning of your very first day
You say hi to your friends you ain't seen in a while
Try and stay out of everybody's way
It's your freshman year and you're gonna be here
For the next four years in this town
Hoping one of those senior boys will wink at you and say
You know I haven't seen you around, before

(Chorus)
'Cause when you're fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen feeling like
There's nothing to figure out
But count to ten, take it in
This is life before you know
Who you're gonna be
Fifteen

You sit in a class next to a redheaded Abigail
And soon enough you're best friends
Laughing at the others girls
Who think they're so cool
We'll be out of here as soon as we can
And then you're on you're very first date
And he's got a car and you're feeling like flying
And you're mamma's waiting up and you're thinking he's the one
And you're dancing 'round your room when the night ends
When the night ends

(Chorus)
'Cause when you're fifteen and
Somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
When you're fifteen and your first kiss
Makes you head spin 'round but
In your life you'll do things greater
Than dating the boy on the football team
But I didn't know it at fifteen

When all you wanted
Was to be wanted
Wish you could go back
And tell yourself what you know now

Back then I swore I was gonna
Marry him someday
But I realized some bigger dreams of mine
And Abigail gave everything she had to a boy
Who changed his mind
And we both cried

(Chorus)
'Cause when you're fifteen and somebody tells you they love you
You're gonna believe them
And when you're fifteen, don't forget to look before you fall
I've found time can heal most anything
And you just might find who you're supposed to be
I didn't know who I was supposed to be
At fifteen

la la la la la...la la la la la...la la la la la

Your very first day
Take a deep breath girl
Take a deep breath as you walk through the doors

Taylor Swift

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Peut-être je n'ai pas eu une adolescence normale, peut-être j'étais trop mature...ou le contraire, trop infantile... en tout cas, je ne croyais pas à l'amour comme ça aux quinze ans, je n'attendais pas mon prince charmant, je ne désirais pas trouver un amour pour toujours....je ne le cherchais même pas. Je le fuyais.
c'est ça normale? Manque-t-il une étape nécessaire dans ma vie, l'adolescence irrationnelle?


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Quizás no tuve una adolescencia normal, quizás fui demasiado madura...o lo contrario, demasiado infantil... en cualquier caso, no creía en un amor así a los quince años, no esperaba mi principe azul, no deseaba encontrar un amor eterno... ni siquiera lo buscaba. Lo huía.
¿Es esto normal? ¿No habré predido una etapa necesaria de mi vida, la adolescencia irracional?